Friday, October 3, 2008

thinkers and do-ers

i think i spotted an article on just this before...like how thinkers and doers attract each other, etc...thinkers are like me...think all the time n worry for no apparent reason...u can not worry but u just tend 2 without the realization of doing it! do-ers are those who do stuff...get caught up in the moment...they tend to feel that actions speak louder than words...so yeah....but in this case, they might not care as much as they should...so that may be where the problem lies...as usual, im still the sick romantic that i am deep down..listening to the sex and the city soundtrack...its awesome...like every other word is LOVE...just the way i like it...;)...is it ok to be this obsessed with love? i seriously have no idea...then today this just popped into mind...would i really let a guy make me that vulnerable again? i mean, truthfully i was never one to really care abt all that...if it didnt work, it didnt work...but recent experiences hav proved otherwise...fell so hard...took awhile to pick myself up...but i did...so its ok....then i was wondering as to why it took so much longer...n i got the answer...(flashing lightbulb)...haha...so ok...i know what the reason is...of all the guys...i have reasons to forget them...n this helps me get over them much faster...for example...the guy could have been a jerk, cheated or done something that made me care less...and even if it didnt work out and the guy dumped me, or if it was mutual...i was mad at him...4 watever reason it was...n this time...i may have been upset...but i didnt get mad...was stil holding on to watever hope i still had...but yeah, if its not meant to be, then its just that...not meant to be...so i was watching alot of tv today...one of the shows were breaking up with shannen doherty...sure u have heard of it..so its like u hav probs breaking up with someone...and she helps u out..so it came to a point where this girl was confused abt her sexuality...she thought she liked girls...so shannen slowly hinted this to the guy...he was cool abt it all...he let go...he was with her whenever she needed him...and after a few weeks...she realized she was in love with this guy...and nothing would make her happier..so she wanted him back....n he took her back with an open heart...goes to show that u can be confused abt many things...in the end, u'l get an answer if u try looking for it...whch made me think of the stuff im confused of...faith...believing in certain things....dont know if im good enough in certain cases ( common )...then theres choices...wondering what choices to make n wondering of the choices u HAVE made are the best...whch reminds me...i thought one week would go by pretty slowly..with my lack of hol plans..loads of drama with frens...home...but it flew by...did some interesting things...experienced some interesting things....n its fridays...the weekend...then back to college...mug for finals...OMG...back to reading textbooks...ive been reading alot of external material...books, mags....=)

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