Sunday, October 5, 2008

bad day

well it started out ok..i slept at 2am...got up at 6...my mom turned my room light on at 6 which got on my nerves...had my cousins confirmation...the sermon n overall went well...then the brunch...food was spicy but i managed...ate watever wasnt..haha...so then i got back at college at 1...cleaned the room....unpacked...came online 4 awhle...then slept...1 hr...dad called...tried 2 go back to sleep, started pouring...i have like this severe headache..head is literally spinning! typing is out...i keep typing the wrong words..n this agitates me as well..back to coll..ok im already AT coll..so back to classes...my monday 8 am...suckish food..but what choice do i have? so then i thought maybe i was hungry, but i didnt feel it...but just ate something...that hasnt helped...still feel dizzy...gosh...dunno wat else 2 do...i doubt i need fresh air...was out half the day...=(...pain is just too much...so 2day i received some compliments...ahha...things i didnt xpect but yeah...then there was so much pregnancy talk...a fear...not gona get in to that...things sorta change after a whle..thinking in that manner...i miss my bed!! haha...im sure coming up with loads of random thoughts...i had a nice week with the queen sized bed, now back to a single...maybe thats y i couldnt sleep! doubt it tho...i seem to have this problem relaxing here...i cant just sleep and not wake up in between...so then i come online...n i get paranoid...feel like somethings abt me but idk...i just shouldnt worry..as it is im dizzy..making situations a whole lot worse...so basically im back at college..i have abt 3 weeks left till finals...then theres the deepavali break...going on a trip to malacca....the whole family..and when i mean whole family, it includes aunt, uncle, cousins, gparents, etc...this is gonna b fun...humiliating people..and putting them in awkward positions...then its the long break...2 months...my 18th...probably gonna get a job..i dont seem 2 b getting everything i want..so maybe time to earn it...plus...id b dead bored as usual..barely anythin to do...bsides bothering frens, beach, swimming n stuff like that...ok...i would like to write more and better yet elaborate on a topic but my head is killing me!!!

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