making or breaking?

this post might mess u up...slightly...it did that 2 me...riding in a police car? enough said...and no i didnt do anythin bad...but yeah...sure seems like it...part of me is embaressed...im sure i'll be known as the girl who came back in the police car...and the other part is sorry...i feel bad for him...these are the times when u go...what if we werent? then this wouldnt have happened rite? i guess not...u cant look at stuff that way...coz if u do, its bound to have a longer lasting effect than u think...u will always feel like the world is after u..and that bad things are gonna keep on happening....things happen...at their own pace...ive learned that...u can hope and maybe even pray...but doesnt mean u get what u want...then theres love....i always relate stuff to it...whats the big deal...?? today i felt it...more than anything....i think that was the last piece of the puzzle...i knew he loved me....this was just something else....love + something....a feeling that not many can feel....so u may wonder...what on earth does the title have to do with this post? it means that certain things can either make or break the situation....u either love a little less...or much more...im still in a state of shock...it soooo feels like school days...but i guess we need stuff like this....so that people will learn from our mistakes...but nah....its not even that big a deal....just that im sooooo shocked....i was laying on the bed for awhle...thinking abt it....then realized...i can think abt it..but really..whats the point? maybe its these things that build u up...and make u that different person....its odd...but at this moment....i feel that my life is much more than COMPLETE....i have everything i want and need.....and MORE....