stressed out!!!!

ahhhhhh...so stressed out...mid terms later...was supposed 2 be at 6 but was made earlier..so 5-7....cant wait 2 be done with it! short sem seriously sucks...who would have known what we thot would be so laid back tended to be otherwise? well, in clas they were trying to ask the lect if we could post pone the test...n of course...she said...NO!!!!...haha...yeah well..have to live with the truth sometimes...its today..even if u arent ready...u stil have to go thru with it...procrastination gets u nowhere! so learn from those mistakes...laziness...so until 7...ill be studying n well sitting 4 the test altogether...then i shall treat myself to something...treat myself, gosh! so wish there was a guy...haha...but nah, by the looks of things im better off single..what with my plan of getting a transfer as soon as possible..so unless the guy is going in the same direction, i doubt ill make stuff complicated....u know how u may feel like colls in msia are all positive not much negativity like in the US etc...but ur sooooo wrong...alot goes on and it bugs me...its like...nilai??? msia??? so yeah, in a state of shock coz of it all...study week is next week...combined with raya hols...im waiting 4 the long break...18th bday! legal age...still debating if i wanna do anythin big...the reason ive been putting off alcohol ( afraid too many secrets will be revealed...so does that mean i hav too many? )....even wine gets me tipsy...but what do u expect from an amateur drinker? ;)..so many the body does need some kind of exposure...n instead of lazing 4 the hols...gonna put the time to good use...i know like how i couldnt wait 4 spm to be over...long break, etc...but it DOES come to a point where ur like...what day is it? wat did i do yesterday?? so maybe just a short break...stay in the cities, get a job, make some moolah! ;)