of more holidays...

CNY...thats whats coming up...everyone is already home...prep-ing and stuff...and all the mandarin oranges...i havent even had one yet...plus i already have a sore throat..so that might not be the best of ideas, but ah well...i actually think ive been quite fond of holidays and stuff...recently...finally something that can break me...all hyped up about the visiting, ang paus, etc. ive made yet another resolution...ive made so many...and i guess its so hard to achieve stuff when u've spread it with the whole world...a friend actually told me something similar to that...so what ive decided : dont say im not going to, just dont do it...that way noone knows...haha...needs a little bit more erm...motivation...thursday nights...weird but everyone has plans...friend heading home, some already home...bible study, clubbing, etc, etc....maybe with all the peace and quiet i shall, start on my work load....urghh...i always try to avoid work during the weekdays- unless necessary...i just like to start and finish it...not leave things half way...so yeah...i realize i suck at comforting...i mean really..to think that i could do it...i cant...it bothers me sooooo much...and i was always saying i was there and stuff...i mean i was...yet i felt soooo helpless...it still bugs me...something else to work on...throat is bugging me...ahhhhhhhhhhhh...plans are what i need!