as days goes by

titles slightly odd but noone will know what im gonna write about...i dont update much..but here it goes...i had a pretty exciting weekend...on friday i was out till 3am....had tea at 1am...sorta got stalked...was scared to death, honestly....random guy following us in the car...if it werent so deserted i wouldnt have been so afraid...then the constant wolf whistling..i sometimes wonder what goes on in these peoples head...mortifying...ive noticed that i barely sleep anymore...not a case of insomnia...my mum tells me its because ive stopped growing...kinda upsetting...stuck like this for the rest of my life! then on saturday...got up early...ive become quite the morning person...breakfast, lunch, hanging out...and drank at night....probably the worst ive ever been so far...its odd cause i remember saying all these things...like knowing im saying it yet i cant get a grip on it...maybe thats what made it interesting...as i think back on that, i realize i would've said or done anything...then woke up with a hangover...head hurt like mad....slept for 3 hours and got up for lunch...had the worst lunch ever...i now consider college food as 'nilai food'...meaning there are no categories ( chinese, malay, indian, thai, etc.) all sorta runs under the one category...cause for the whole 2 semesters...i havent had anything remotely decent...ive been studying, classes havent even started yet..weird huh...either that bored or that motivated...haha...all in all...i know im scaring myself....like alot nowadays...for a fact, i never thought i'd feel it this strongly...now i fear of losing him...sorta sucks...i mean ; loving someone so much that it would scar if something went wrong...guess this is when you believe in the sayings and stuff...like 'enjoy it while it lasts'...in the end, maybe its the memories that matter...i doubt i'd have inspiration if they were all sweet memories...its the mixture of good and bad i guess...then i shall come to L.O.V.E...i love that word...and i used to think i knew everything about it...but then..ive come to realize something...people claim to have these experiences ( not saying they arent true)..but it varies from person to person...i guess the definition of love, is whatever you make it to be...and there arent stated facts as to how you love...you just do it...unconditionally or not, entirely up to you...its just that i want answers...i wish it was written down...i'd really like to know...i was helping my friend move in, i did housework..someone who never lends a hand at home...did housework..surprising myself...slept late yet again last night...was up since 8...roomie came in...hasnt even stayed here for one night..sorta insane...and now shes sleeping...i think at this moment she might consider me as the 'hyper roomie'...ah well...guess we all get those nicknames at some point of our lives..i have one for her, but haha..should keep that to myself ;)