final week

yes, its officially the final week of the sem..then next week are finals...preps? idk...scared to comment on that...but well, its getting there...its holy week...sorta interesting...im still debating on whether i should go home for maundy thursday, good friday, etc...parents want me to come...still quite indecisive though..ah well, i have about three days to think about that..wow, someones alarm just went off...its officially 6.38pm on sunday..someones lazy...hahah...im in a surprisingly good mood....i have some reasons to be and others not to be...main reason...im so sick...and i feel rather weak..almost fainted in church...faint spells- once again :(...something suddenly gave me the inspiration to write...why cant everyone have what they want to be happy? i mean, essentials...like everything going decently well...or having that one person they wanna love and hold...i know theres this saying theres someone for everyone i mean seriously...how true is that? if it were close to the truth, everyone would be with someone in the end? so is it right? does everyone end up with someone? so noone dies alone? nobody ends their life just cause they feel lonely? ok maybe thats a bit besides the point...cause you could infer that maybe if they waited, the right person would come along? so yes, theres some truth to it...just sorta seeing things in a new light...genuinely happy and grateful...sorta counting my blessings....guess its the right time to- or well, about time i do....i have so much...and sometimes i wish everyone felt that warmth...the warmth that is brought by love...just knowing that someone or well quite a few people really care....and will always be there, without a doubt...not getting emo just thinking about alot...if i could have one wish, dont ask why...but if i could...i'd wish that i could mend all those broken hearts. hows that for a confession? cause i seriously cant stand to see those who deserve so much- suffering...just cause they feel lonely. -Love is what makes the world go round