missing*

i know it has been awhile...once again id like to apologize...alot has been happening...didnt have internet for awhile...then laptop was at the shop...so didnt get to my mail or the blogging...

i celebrated by 18th recently...maybe thats the one age that makes u feel the difference..every other time when going up the 'age scale'...we dont feel it at all..just a day that u were born, party and everything feels the same...this one has an impact...or maybe it depends on the person....

so the title doesnt have anything to do with something missing...its abt 'missing' someone...or well many people..and those aspects that we once had....its just that feeling of not having the person around...seeing someone almost everyday and then not seeing them at all...:(...kinda emo but yeah...one reason why i wish i was at coll...the freedom, friends and bf time :)....ah well... bear with it for a month more...ive been watching sooooo many movies....some among the list of mine

: the accidental husband
: HSM
: quantum of solace
: fireflies in the garden
: sisterhood of the travelling pants 2
: pineapple express
: college
: definetely, maybe
: the house bunny
: good luck chuck
............and many more

the list goes on and on..so i shall not bore you...then theres the whole list of problems...issues that frens have among each other...im not involved...but its like...i am frens with both of them...so it feels like im always in the middle ; i absolutely hate it...ah well....at least i get to do what i love : read, music, internet, beach. swimming, etc...so its all going good for awhile...till next time (whenever that is...honestly have no idea when ill update next)....gonna go visit my fren for awhile...havent seen her in quite awhile...:)