preferences...???

ok so i was watching tv...ok maybe ive been watching way too much of it...cant blame me...i live without at coll...thx to the whole....tv isnt working n we arent the ones who are in charge...but watever...thts bsides the point...so jim complained tht cheryl talked too much...always wanted to know what he felt or whats on his mind...( according to jim, btw )...so at first he liked it...the whole peace n quiet...so she dcided to get on his nerves...so she decided not to talk 2 him at all anymore...and without a doubt that drove him off the wall...eventually..n he realized its ok for someone to care abt u...even if its way too much...but the feeling is nice...so then everythin was cool again...so this made me wonder...are the ladies always the ones who tend to blab? even the quietest ones? maybe its just like that...its rare that there will b a guy whos always askin what u feel or whats on ur mind...no1 reads minds..so in most cases u tell them how u feel, but yet; u ask how they feel as well..thats just how it goes...this means that they like to be cared abt too just not like how u treat ur gf's...not the constant pesturing, emo stuff...but just sensible caring...yet again...(my opinion of course! ;)

shoe wheel

i thought this was an interesting invention...i saw it in malaysia...so yeah, kinda cool...do u agree? i mean, im not saying it coz there are like so many pairs of shoes n stuff...or coz i like shoes...but its interesting...creative idea dont u think?

runaway love

tiltle of a song...MJB and ludacris....the video really got to me...coz it was abt children facing problems n stuff...a girl with her mom whos on drugs...bring guys home..n the guys molest her...and she wants to runaway and never come back...then theres a girl who goes out with an older guy...he gets her pregnant...so then she doesnt know what 2 do...she cant raise a child as shes so young and has no money for abortion...its funny how we look past all these things...its like...u'll never know what people are going thru...till u truly know them...even then, u may not...we tend to feel pressured into doing things we dont have to...its ur choice after all...its just the fact that others are doing it that makes u wanna feel it...and at the time u will feel like u have to and theres no way out..so do it if ur sure its what u want...or else wait...its worth the wait...cause if u do something ur unsure of, u'll regret it...but in a way, if u dont try u'll never know rite? some people believe that rules are meant to be broken...just goes to show that our main issue is...curiosity...

women with muscles

just saw it on tv yet again..so made me wonder...do guys like ladies with muscles? all i know is it'd b super weird if the guy had none but the lady did...it would be as though she was the man...and he might feel inferior i guess....anyhow, i guess its ok to work out n stuff...but theres stil a limit..coz like when u've worked out too much u tend to get too buffed...and women showing off their shoulders but revealing very muscular arms is def not sexy...so yeah, this is what i mean...look at SJP....i mean not looks...but the arms...sorta freaks me out...haha...n its way weird how im riting abt ladies...but nah, just a random thought so yeah...bear with me...

the biggest decisions in life

what r the biggest decisions one will have to make in life? r they the ones abt choosing ur life partner, college, job or place u stay? i dont know...maybe the biggest ones are those that if u realize u've made the wrong choice, u tend to regret it altogether...and can never seem to forget them....maybe its one of the thngs listed above.. a job u took...when ur at the peak of ur career u turn down a great offer? but why? did u hope for somethng better than us....maybe greed is a factor...we strive n thrive for more...u may not b materialistic...but u stil want more than u have (currently) right? take time to think abt this...think long n hard ;)

18

18? thats the age im turning this year...so what do i do on my big day? before this, i had huge hopes...but its like when it draws near u tend to get slightly confused....legal age...sounds like a huge thing...or well an accomplishment in ways...but yeah....its the time u officially feel like an adult...i mean coll is a huge step in the whole independence scene...but yeah...18 is a legal thing...it just happens...n maybe it will make u wiser...i mean...bdays before, u tend to think being a year older means that...maybe this does it...actually makes a difference in your life, just maybe...its something to look 4ward 2 if so...so maybe a party, or a small get together, or clubbing..watever it is..age might make all the difference! ;)

the awkward moments that define life..

not talking abt mine...just everyones...my dad literaly jumped (missing one step on stairs! ;)...but yeah, was funny..he sang too...then the times when u feel they know something...i feel like they think ive been doing things i shouldnt hv been doing....then there was thing song abt ice cream and lollipops..ahem...n he felt so awkward coz the whole family was there...so yeah, my driving, new hair cut...holiday pretty much planned out...brother has pmr..so hav to teach him....i love math but hate calculus..so its the right duty...maybe go jogging...hang out...shopping...read and laze...haha...PS i love you...thts what im curently reading...=)